if i'm flying solo, at least i'm flying free

I JUST WANT IT TO BE MAY AND SUMMER ALREADY OMGGGGG

  • my birthday is on may 15
  • permit
  • birthday festivities !!!!!!!
  • 32g iphone 4s for my birffffffdaaaaay
  • CUTE IPHONE CASES
  • then summmmmmmer
  • road trippin to florida with the best friend
  • DISNEY
  • lego land
  • TAN TAN TAN TAN TAN
  • north carolia for two days
  • then cali in july omg
  • then tan some more
  • beachin

i’m just excited. my list was so incoherent 

things i don’t like

  • electric guitars
  • stretched ears……. with some exceptions
  • when people live blog/tweet about the show/movie/sport they’re watching
  • not being able to sleep before 9 when i don’t take a nap the whole day
  • when a girls’ leggings are so tight that you can see their cellulose
  • when people wear the same thing every day
  • when people touch me idk i get weird about that
  • how easily startled i am
  • my personality omfg. i’m an ass. 
  • being forced to do things
  • when i run out of gum
  • spanish class
  • my legs
  • cucumbers
  • when people are clingy

things 

  • none of these girls whose pictures you’re liking are cute o m f g.
  • i hate it when girls feel the need to be like “NO EDIT(: lol except for the colors lol!!! lol all natural!!!!! sweatpants, hair tied, chillin with no makeup on!!! that’s when i’m the prettiest i hope that you don’t take it wrong!!!” shut up please stop fishing for compliments
  • you’re unattractive as shit PLEASE STOP omg you look like a man but you swear you’re so cute. shut up and stop taking pictures of yourself and just drop off of the face of the earth seriously o m f g. you look like a freaking hoe and i want to throw up when i see you. 
  • why are people already trying to get all cute with shorts and skirts that their butts are falling out of? idgi it’s cold af outside! like yeah the high for two days last week was like 60 degrees but it was windy af okay. it was COLD. we are in pennsylvania in february it is completely unnecessary for people to be wearing crap like that omg. 
  • i don’t like gauges 
  • I THINK I’LL TRYYYYY DEFYYYYIIIIING GRAAAAVITY
  • i sound so freaking funny when i inhale helium lmfao
  • i really like the pictures from last night
  • lol i’m an asshole. but whatever.
  • i really wish i could believe in that whole “everyone is beautiful” thing. but i can’t. some people are just really not beautiful. both looks and personality-wise. 
  • if i looked like my personality, i don’t know what i would look like. i don’t think i’m a terrible person. but sometimes i am
  • i’m too confident in myself…
  • i keep saying, i’m over it, i’m over it. but i’m not. and i probably won’t be for a long time.
  • i just want to talk to you. i want to see you right now. i miss you. i miss us, whatever we were.

if you

  • take YOLO way too seriously
  • take “swag” way too seriously
  • listen to drake religiously
  • listen to your music on hugeass headphones in public and put them around your neck when not in use
  • are waaaaaay too hype about odd future
  • think you can rap when you really can’t
  • think you’re black when you’re white
  • try to be a hardass when all you are is a pussy

you probably irritate me………

my all time favorite songs ever

  • isn’t she lovely
  • my girl
  • i can’t help myself
  • build me up buttercup
  • where did you go?

sdlkfslkrjsa i love it when guys

  • can rock a beanie
  • can rock a snapback
  • bmx
  • like cats
  • like astronomy
  • like math
  • care about their appearance (“it’ll mess up my hair, duh”)
  • wear grey
  • wear nikes
  • wear vans
  • wear nice shoes in general
  • just
  • ugh

things i should do more often

  • take chances
  • express my feelings
  • wear my hair up

things i should stop doing

  • worrying
  • overthinking 
  • being paranoid
  • getting jealous
  • staying up late
  • being so ridiculously shy and afraid

things i did today instead of going to school

  • eat massive amounts of nutella out of the jar
  • clean
  • do laundry
  • eat some more
  • play LoL
  • play nyan cat lost in space

productive

things

  • gosh this morning was freaking horrible
  • but today i ate at this filipino restaurant and it was so good and my parents made me do karaoke and then the people who own the restaurant were like omg sing for us on friday nights LOL i think it actually might happen too LOL
  • i bought a peacoat from h&m with my own money and it was awesome
  • i almost bought a varsity jacket but i didn’t cause i figured i’d just get one some other time but ugh i just really like varsity jackets
  • ugh i wanted to buy everything at h&m but i didn’t wanna blow all my money
  • i had frozen yogurt at kiwi and it was so good but now i feel like i’m going to blow up
  • i found out i fit into my brother’s jacket so i wore it around all day 
  • it’s cold like really cold
  • ugh i’m so full
  • my dad got my brother two huge nerf guns and they’re motorized and i am legitimately scared to walk/sit around the house because i don’t want to get shot ;____;
  • OMG I HAVE JUST BEEN SHOT IT HURTS
  • yeah
  • i really want a snapback
  • homecoming is next week
  • my brother started karate today
  • ooh la la i’ve fallen in love and it’s better this time than ever before ooh la la i’ve fallen in love and it’s better this time than i’ve even known
  • i just really love foster the people.

things i like a lot

  • foster the people!!!!!!!
  • new mayday parade
  • new jack’s mannequin
  • you
  • ellie goulding
  • scarves